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            Its been a VERY long time since my last post sorry I never found time to comment on your xanga but I do read the subscriptions. I must be crazy cause this whole month I feel like im in a battle and that I have no friends what so ever. Its odd im so damn paranoid that it isnt funny. I don't know but its like im against everyone and they are the enemy. Hmm dont know why?

I'm going to prom so im so stoked that im already Thinking of Looking for what to wear >-< lol. But naw thats totally cool. My little cousin was just born yesterday so im hoping to hear word on that. Anywhoo If there is something I missed ill bring it up later. Besides the fact I was a cow at the holloween party!

                                           Peace Out -RD!*

9 more days and my xanga reaches its 500th day! Wowser

                        Well I got around to thinking of the things I want and the things I need and maybe sometimes the things I need I think I want them. And thats why I dont get them I hate to ask for stuff yet alone money from my family cause thats not something I really wanna do cause im sure my sis has gotten a bunch and I dont wanna take some for me also. But I feel bad when people have the nerve to call me selfish and $hit because I want something. My mom wont even let me go to best buy tuesday to see john cena and get his autograph. And I really wanna go but I gotta be called stuff like this and feel bad enough to wanna cry. I may not make the grades. But I am involved with alot also but how dare someone put my own sister and her accomplishments infront of me and push it in my face.(and I dont even talk to her anymore) At least I try at something but forget it im coming to think that I should move to houston my dad knows ill be much happier up there. Maybe I stay to her in Aransas to hang with those people that wear masks that comfort just enough to be called a FRIEND! And Im sure I have plenty of them. But also I have plenty of enimies that have nothing better to do than mess with me. And to come home to this if I could say what I really wanna say that builds up. this funny me wouldnt be here much longer!

<other news> The pep rally went ok for the mascots we did a good skit which I heard alot of good things about. Also we beat ingleside that was one heck of a game. I knew it would end with a field goal and so im just plain happy on that. Them tagging everyones ride during school was not cool one bit and they had theres coming. My Uncle and Aunts baby shower was today and I wish I could have gone seeing how I have Monday off of school. But Band is cracking down and so will I on the band director monday. And WWE RAW is gonna be LIVE! for the first time in Corpus Christi TEXAS WOOO! To bad im not going . Tis alright I guess this is just real big to me though its been a while since ive had time to sit down and watch WWE. Marching band contest is next saturday and so that cool too hopefully we can leave with our dignity still. Mrs.Genovese asked me about purchasing a warm up suit and that it was $62.50 I swear I would never come upw with that green so soon since I never knew that I could get one and she was all its ok I can order it and you can pay it in like 2 weeks! But then I was like I dont really wanna ask my dad or aunt for anything.  And my aunt Elaine kept telling me like a month ago if I need anything to tell her. but I just wont cause i never wanna take advantage of stuff like that. And I know I should tell them im going to prom and whatnot but I guess I wanna do things on my own. But you know come the time when im out of school will I never be needed to be seen again by anyone! Sometimes I think the only thing that mellows me out is all that 80s music I happen to listen too. lol.

(ps. thanks for the comments everyone! Your all great people)

                                        Rob-to-the-izert